Hello all. I'm too lazy to put in the css code tonight.
The wedding is in 38 days - August 15. I can't wait!
Except, I got horrible news today.
James is being deployed to Camp Casey, Korea.. September 10. For a year or so.
It really sucks. He told me about 3 hours ago, and my stomach went up
into my throat. I feel sick. I cried, but got over it.
I knew this was possible, but he had said before that he probably won't be
deployed until December. Yeah... I gave my hopes up on that. Everything is
going to be fine though.
I've been thinking about what I want to do for that year while he's away.
I already canceled my financial aid for college at RCC so that's probably
not going to happen (school).
So I think, what I'm gonna do is, go and stay with my mom in Minnesota
for a little bit. No more than 2 months though. I do want to be there for
my 21st birthday though, which is October 30. Then my mom and I can party.
Then I will come back, and I'm planning on finding an apartment.
Month to month rent if I can find a place, if not... 6 month lease should
work out. (army pays so I don't think I need a job.)
James told me he gets a month leave sometime during that year he's
gone, and we talked of using that to go to Hawaii for a second honeymoon.
That will be AWESOME!
So yeah, the good, the bad and the ugly. Story of my life. But I love him
more than anything in this world. He's my whole life.
I am soon to be an Army Wife. I must be strong, I don't have a choice.
Thanks for reading.